i want to write
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I want to write poems again, but I never got the inspiration to do so. Back when I was still in college, I’d definitely write about (or do a sketch of) anything good that passes by my head. Afterwards, I’d show it to who I dedicate it to. I used to write for Ethel a lot, and I remember the feeling of as if I could fly while she smiles while reading it. I’d write about it now… but I don’t know. I just don’t have the inspiration to do so.
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I want to write about a simple lovestory that ends sadly. It’s always been a plan, but I never had the chance to complete whatever things I come up with. Once I was able to create a whole draft of the story. I saved it on a PC only to lose it later on because of a grave system crash. All that’s left are some parts of the story still in my memory, but my memory fails me sometimes. What a pity.
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The story? It will not an attempt to deviate from the usual "happily ever after", but just to show that anyone could still be happy in a bigger picture.
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I want to write about a girl. This girl saves a guy from falling to his death. He slipped from a cliff while composing lyrics that he thinks would be the best rock song ever. Later in the story, he’d realize that he came up not with a rock song, but a cheesy love song because of this girl. It didn’t even appear in the charts, but he was able to win her heart.
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I want to write a sequel to that story. But this time, it will be a graphic novel. It needs to be illustrated, because I’d like to see how the girl’s character comes to life, this time. In the story, this guy would discover that she can fly. That she flew when she saved her from the cliff. It turns out that the girl is a heroine in hiding. Aside from the fact that her greatest nemesis had disappeared without a trace, she had this thought of resigning from the job, for the world’s concerns are just too much for her to handle.
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I want to write a movie about soulmates. Not that "Magic to Win" type of a flick- but something that would redefine our usual concept of life, afterlife, love and God. I’d like to tackle on how necessary our existence is regardless of how small we are compared to the universe. I think it will be much more of an interpretation to the book "Conversations with God". And yes, it will be a three part film. First part will deal with defying death because of love. Second will be about going against (and being defeated by) what’s destined. Third is accepting one’s destiny even if it’s against what the heart dictates. How’s it going to be epic? There’s war in the end of the story. How’s it gonna fit the story? Well… it’s a work in progress. But for sure, everything will still be about that girl who could fly, but fell in the end.
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Why do I write about this now? Maybe when I get filthy rich and old, retire from work and has nothing to do while sitting around at home, I’d come across this post and be reminded that I once planned to write a nice poem, a good story, or produce a great epic film. And there’s still lots of time to do so. God, I hope there’s still internet and blogs when that time comes.
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